In every instance people will tell you forget those ideas, that dream is for foolish thinkers.
It’s the human condition we don’t want the glory, the freedom, the success, the awesomeness, the good and outstanding.
People want the mediocre, the safe route,
the head down don’t stare at me as I fail face.
Anyone on their deathbed saying the same thing, what they didn’t do they do regret and I do hope they are not serial killers, megalomaniacal take over the world with nukes Putin style people but its easy then to say those things, today now in this moment?
We fear the richness of awesomeness so many don’t want to find out how good they can be.
People look at me funny, they make faces, they tease me they bully me and so on.
Handling success is a requisite.
We fear the glory and brightness of our own potential more than most know and fail to realize that is what life is all about.
Whenever I do things I do them at 100% its always about succeeding.
I don’t think it might fail as its not in the equation at all. Now does I always succeed? No but that is handled with ease as unless you go for it you wont get it.
I can do things with dyslexics no scientist can explain, how cool isn’t that? I do things they cant see and I work with those elusive intangible mind things as for me they are as solid as a rock.
People then root you to fail also, its not like people cheer me on in the Mike Austin swing community, they removed me from the wiki page of Mike Austin in spite of me being the only one teaching someone the real Mike Austin motion that Mike himself couldn’t teach.
I wont have a parade in my name from them.
Once I do it myself, what then?
Mike would say to me, don’t mind them Sonny they don’t know shit anyhow.
I wouldn’t say that as they absolutely know stuff no doubt.
I note that what people are good at doing, not just in sports but how people handle a family, how to raise kids or other stuff.
Anyhow, after yesterdays range session I am going to the range today again with Simon, yes I know I am nuts as yesterday was 3 hours there, I woke up early also and are currently going to make breakfast soon to then go do the new discovery I made last night. I do things like that work things at the range, receive feedback, then check video and then find a solution as what I am doing wont match what I want.
I look at my own swing video as I would look at Larry or Hans. My answer to myself is why do I move my body that way when I shouldn’t?
Question asked, then later answer is proposed and received. Then as usual, darn need to hit the range in spite of my body is beat. However I am excited to test this how it changes what I do.
Closing in on the Mike Austin motion to actually doing it feels awesome. Its like feeling a huge dick up ones ass, no wait that was the wrong metaphor let me try again it feels like eating ice-cream from breasts and wait a second let me try again it feels like waking up from a wet dream and now let me try this again for real
it feels like Legendary awesomeness
ah yes that’s it.
How easy its to miss out on that right guys? yes <I call girls guys also.
I am confused about my sexuality right or just the abnormal use of metaphors or what’s that about then really?
Success and going for it is about your own mentality and you can do what everybody else does and choose mediocre.
I just don’t.
I make better.
How about you?